C-Section date...or is it?

As of now and of course unless I go before this date (which is entirely possible) our c-section is scheduled for Friday, June 28th at 12:00 pm.  I will almost be 38 weeks pregnant at this time.  HOLY.CRAPOLA.  Almost 38 weeks pregnant with twins....this is insane.  I have NO freakin idea why they want to try and have me make it this late, but again, I highly doubt I'll last that long.  Plus, I can not imagine how flippin uncomfortable I will be at 38 weeks.  But then again, *if* I do go that far, then that is awesome.  This date is not yet confirmed though as I am in the process of trying to move it up a few days.  My insurance ends on June 30th and then I will be on the hubs insurance and I would like to be solely on my insurance for the hospital stay...making June 28th a bit too tight, esp. for a c-section.  I have put two calls into my OB's nurse and still haven't heard anything back...ugh.  I have an OB appt. next week, but it's not with my OB b/c she was booked next week....another, ugh.  But hopefully this all will be resolved next week and we will have more of a firm date.

Other than that, all is well.  My feet have turned into sausages...they are disgustingly swollen and feel hot and gross.  The other night I was having cramps and hubs and I kind of had an "oh crap, it's coming" moment...but that didn't last long and I was fine.

Today is June 1st, I can't believe it.  The month that these babies will be born.  Our "million dollar" babies as I like to call them.  Phew, we have been through SO much already with them...I can not wait to hold them and kiss them all over.  When we had our scary time in the hospital I just told myself we needed to get to June...even if it was June 1st, I'd take it.  I can't believe we are here.  I really can't.  Thank you God for having something go right in our pregnancy and for keeping these babies cooking until June!  Any day from now it is go time...we are in for the ride of our lives very soon...