Friday, July 5, 2013

Happy 4th (a day late)

I had all intentions of getting this post up yesterday, but life got busy (shocker!) and instead, here it is a day late...

Happy 4th of July for a couple reasons!  First, Happy one month to our precious Abigail and George!!! That month has gone by so quickly, slow down time!  And second, happy 4th to celebrate America!  My parents are going to babysit tonight so the hubs and I can have our first night out since the babies were born.  My parents have so generously offered for us to go have dinner at their country club.  The food and beautiful scenery are awesome, so we are looking forward to a nice dinner that we can enjoy just the two of us.

Abby and George are doing great.  We have so enjoyed our first month as a family of four.  Here comes my bragging...sorry, I'm warning you.  :)  I have to say (and I probably need to knock on wood here) that I think the hubs and I are taking life to twins very well.  I have felt great, zero signs of depression and/or baby blues, I feel pretty relaxed and have not been TOO crazy tired.  I have my days that I'm more tired than others, but overall, I'm getting used to the less/broken up sleep and feel generally pretty good.  Having two newborns is tons of work, but I really enjoy it oh so much.  I do owe my saneness to my INCREDIBLE husband and mother/father in law and my parents who have all been huge helps.  The hubs has been hands down sooo very helpful.  He never sits down and is always washing bottles, cleaning the house, changing diapers, holding and loving on a baby, or doing something helpful.  He loves being a Father to G & A and I love watching him with them...such an amazing bond.  I love how I'll come in from another room and he is reading them a story or giving them a massage (something we learned in the NICU from a Occupational Therapist--very cool).  The hubs and I went through SO much to get pregnant as you all know by now, and then with all the complications of my pregnancy, it is just so good to have them here in our arms.  Every time I look at them I explode with happiness.  They really brighten our lives and complete our family.

Last week Abby was 7 pounds!  Baby girl is getting big!  She is really getting some meat on her bones (as my Dad would say) and her cheeks are really filling out and our nice and chubby...too cute.  She still has light brown hair and dark blue eyes.  I wonder if this will change or stay the same?!  She is a true sweetie but def. knows what she likes and doesn't like.  She doesn't like to sit in a dirty diaper...I don't blame her though, who does?  And like her brother, they let us know when they are hungry!  I love how she looks in my eyes when I feed her...like she really knows who her Mommy and Daddy are.

Last week George weighed in at 6 pounds, 6 ounces.  He is getting so big too!  He has always been our little peanut, but he is catching up.  It's so crazy how every ounce when you are this tiny makes such a big difference in weight.  George has very light blonde hair and dark blue eyes.  He is a true sweetheart.  Now I know why Momma's love their little boys!!!!  He likes holding my pinky finger when I feed him his bottle...it melts my heart.

The babies are almost 39 weeks gestational age, which means we can start taking them out in public in one week!  Not that we'll be taking them many places, but it will still be nice to be able to if we want.  Both babies are HUGE grunters.  In fact, they are SO loud at night that they only lasted one week in our room before they were kicked out, haha.  They now sleep in their nursery in their Rock N'Plays (which we love!).

Well, I better go hop in the shower while the babies are sleeping.  Hope everyone has a wonderful 4th of July! :)





My Mom made these cute 4th of July outfits and Abby's headband.  Her headband cracked me up and her facial expression makes me laugh in this picture...she's like "what in the world are you doing to me Mom??"


Monday, June 24, 2013

Life with twins

Is very busy...but we are loving every single second and moment.  It is no joke taking care of two newborns, but we couldn't imagine it any other way.  It is currently 12:45 pm and I'm still in my pj's.  Writing this post as I pump with two sleeping babies by my side.  The babies eat at 11, 2, 5 and 8 am/pm, so our day consists of changing diapers, feeding, putting babies down for a nap, pumping, cleaning bottles and pump parts, and going through that cycle all over again.  There is rarely any down time for the hubs or I...we are getting used to our new life but man is it ever a huge change!  We were ready for it though and truly love our little boy and girl so much.  We have been so thankful for the help from the hub's mother who came down to stay with us for a while, for my parents who have been helping and for friends who have been bringing meals by.  Without this help we would be going crazy. So thank you to everyone!!!  I will do my best to keep up with posts, but may just do more picture posts as my tired mind can't take much more on right now.  We had our newborn photographer come yesterday and she was amazing!  It will take a few weeks to get the pictures back but we can't wait!  Thank you all for your support and love.  No matter how tired the hubs and I are, we look at these little miracles and smile....


While the photographer was taking pictures yesterday, the hubs took some with his phone...






Saturday, June 15, 2013

Birthing Story


Let's see...where do I begin?  It all started at our 34 week appointment with Dr. Xmas on Tuesday, June 4th at 1:30 pm.  The past week or so my feet had begun swelling.  By Sunday the 2nd they had gotten REALLY bad, REALLY fast.  Monday evening hubs and I decided to go to dollar burger night at a local burger restaurant.  I joked that this may be our last night out as a family of two because we don't go out to eat very often.  We had a great dinner and some delicious burgers while sitting outside on a beautiful night.  I wasn't feeling 100% but didn't think much of it.  I didn't have a huge appetite so ordered a burger with a side salad instead of fries.  I wore cute sandals to dinner but by the time we were ready to leave my feet were too swollen to fit back inside of my sandals.  It was bad.  I had to walk out of the restaurant barefoot.  When we got home I immediately elevated my feet and hoped this would go away.  The swelling did worry me, yet I had heard swelling was normal especially toward the end of twin pregnancy's so I tried to not think much of it.

One foot, other foot was up...this pic doesn't even do it justice...


Back to our appointment on the afternoon of June 4th.  First we had an ultrasound done and a growth scan for the babies.  We were SHOCKED to see that Baby B (George) had flipped and was now head down!  After all this time we had prepared ourselves for a c-section and now this!  Oh my!  We were excited yet both taken aback. Both babies looked great and according to the measurements both weighed 4 pounds, 13 ounces.  We were happy with their weight...almost 5 pounds per baby.  Then I was hooked up for the stress test and that went well.  Both babies were moving like they should.  The nurse saw my swollen feet and was a little worried.  She took my blood pressure and saw that it was 145/95.  I immediately saw it and started crying...I knew that was not good.  The nurse waited a few minutes told me to relax and tested it again.  This time, 150/100.  Yikes.  Not good, not good at all.  Dr. Xmas walked in and saw my feet and the only words that came out of his mouth were "wow....wow."  He was very concerned about my BP and the endema that was going on in my feet.  He knows I'm a very healthy person, but asked if I had eaten a lot of salt lately.  I said no...in fact I told him how we went to dollar burger night the night before and I got a salad over the fries!  He just shook his head kind of like "you are crazy---get the fries girl" haha.  He told me that a BP this high would cost me a few hours in Labor and Delivery for some testing.    

By now it was about 3:30 pm and we waited in the L&D lobby until a nurse came to get me for testing.  Apparently they admit you even for testing, so into a L&D room we went.  I was hooked up to the stress test (yet again) and had lots of blood drawn for testing.  I was extremely thirsty but the nurse told me to stop drinking just in case I had to have an emergency c-section.  She was kind enough though to let me suck on ice chips.  About an hour into testing just laying their waiting for some answers I started to have contractions every three minutes.  The doctor on call (who happened to be in my OB's practice and whom I've met before and like) came to talk with me.  She told me they were waiting on my blood results and would go from there once they got them back.  She said my signs were leading to preclampsia, but we wouldn't know until results came back.  By then it was about 6:00 pm (or so) and the doctor and Dr. Xmas came back into my room to talk with us.  Dr. Xmas said that if my contractions continued as they were that he wanted my cerclage out that night.  He also said if my BP stayed up he wanted the babies out in the next few days.  I was bummed that my cercalge would have to come out that night without pain meds, but at the same time, if it had to happen it would.  They don't want labor to progress with a cerclage in because it can actually damage your cervix, so that's why the plan was to take it out that evening.

After the talk with the on call OB and Dr. Xmas it sounded to us that in reality it looked like these babies would be making their appearance into this world either the next morning or next couple days.  We called family and told them that we still weren't sure, but sounded as if these babies would be coming soon.  Because of this, the OB asked us if we wanted to talk with a NICU doctor just to get a sense of things on that end in case the babies did come soon.  We agreed that we would like to talk to the NICU doctor.  He came into our room that evening around 8:00 pm.  He was great!  Took lots of time to answer the many questions we had and explained many things in detail.  He told us that 34 weeks was great and that they shouldn't have too many complications, but they would most likely be in the NICU for 2-3 weeks.  The hubs asked him if they were busy that night and he said no, but we were hoping not to jinx him!  Well...I think we did.

After the talk with the NICU doctor, the OB rushed in.  I thought she was coming in to get ready for taking out the cerclage.  She immediately told us that they got back my blood work results and my platelet count was very low.  They needed to get these babies out right away.  She said, are you ready to have some babies tonight??!  I started crying, but happy tears.  Holy crap, we were going to have our babies we have dreamed about for so long and been through so much with them TONIGHT.  The OB went on to explain that my platelet count was 98 and that anything below 95 they would have to put me asleep for the c-section and no one wants that.  She also said that with my BP so high, feet so swollen and regular contractions, this was all signs that my body wanted these babies out.  She said I was on the verge of getting very sick so these babies were coming out that night. 

look how swollen I look!  yikes!


Immediately, things got crazy.  The hubs quickly called his parents and my parents and told them the news.  My parents rushed over to the hospital (they are local).  The hubs was given his scrubs to wear, I was prepped for surgery and there were tons of nurses and doctors running around us.  



Now, it was go time.  We were going to have two babies so very soon.  I could not believe it.  I was happy, excited, nervous and scared.  My OB was called and she came to the hospital to deliver the babies and to take the cerclage out.  Around 9:45 pm I was taken into the OR.  Hubs was not allowed to come into the OR until the c-section was to start.  I was prepped some more and then was given a spinal.  I had a great anesthesiologist and didn't have much pain for the spinal.  I mean, it wasn't fun by any name of the game, but I'd had one before for my cerclage and that one was MUCH more painful.  I think I just knew what to expect this time so that helped.  My OB came when I was given the spinal and talked me through it.  She is so sweet and kept saying "you're gonna have your babies tonight!!!"  She was excited!  The spinal was in and I was loosing feeling below my chest.  Once I couldn't feel anything, my OB took out the cerclage.  I didn't feel that one bit.  

Door to OR...hubs patiently waiting to come in


Once the cerclage was out, the hubs was allowed into the OR.  And...the c-section began.  I won't go into too many details here, but the beginning wasn't bad.  I held the hubs hand and squeezed it tight. 


My OB and the on call OB were both doing the c-section.  They were small talking about their children's dance recitals and things their children were involved in the whole time.  In my mind I was saying "they are preforming serious surgery and just chit-chatting throughout it!  Craziness!"  (after all this we learned that's a good sign that things are just going smoothly)  Now the exciting part.  The dr. saw Abigail's head and said, "this one has a big head!" They pulled her out at 10:44 pm and she immediately started crying.  It was by far the most beautiful sound we had ever heard.  I started crying...how amazing.  I was SO happy that Abigail was out and that as far as I knew she seemed to be doing well.  The hubs went over and got a few quick pictures of her and then came back to my side as I squeezed his hand more waiting for baby #2.

  

At 10:46 pm (the longest two minutes of our LIFE) out came George.  The only time the doctor's were quiet is the two minutes in between Abby and George.  This made the hubs and I both worried and felt like an eternity.  George had to have a little help with some suction, but once he got that he let out a big scream.  Again, music to our ears.  More tears came streaming down my face.  I thought, phew, it's over with!!!!  Both our babies are out and seem to be doing well.  Hubs went over to see George and took more pics of him.  



I was so eager to see them.  I just wanted to hold them and kiss them.  It was hard not being able to do this right away, but I knew they were getting the care they needed.  Now honestly, the worst part of the c-section was putting everything back.  Ouch.  That was not fun.  But again, I won't go into details.  That seemed to take forever.  Once that was done and before I was wheeled back into my room, they brought Abigail and George by my head all wrapped up.  They were so beautiful.  I kissed their sweet heads.  Our perfect creation.  The babies we had been trying for for almost two years.  The babies that landed their Momma in the hospital at an early 5 weeks pregnant.  The babies that stole their parents heart from the first time we saw them on the u/s screen at 6 weeks pregnant.  The babies that put their Momma on bed rest at 20 weeks.  The babies we had been praying about for so long.  The babies that have taught us more about life than we ever imagined.  

Abigail Elizabeth

George James
 

 First family pictures









They are here.  Healthy, happy, thriving, sweet little babies.  Welcome to our big, giant world.  We can't wait to make memories with you.  We love you more than you'll ever know...



      

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Welcome to the world, Abigail and George!

Abigail Elizabeth and George James made their debut into the world at 10:46 pm (Abigail) weighing 5 pounds, 2 ounces and 10:48 pm (George) weighing 4 pounds 6 ounces, on Tuesday, June 4th, 2013.  They came into the world a little early at 34 weeks, 2 days, but are very healthy and doing incredible.  I was released home yesterday, but the babies are still at the hospital in the NICU.  They will probably be in the NICU for a few more days and then will be moved to the level two nursery before they can come home.  They no longer have an IV or a tube for feedings...because...they are rock stars.  They are the healthiest babies in the NICU and should go home in the next week or two.

The hubs and I are over the moon in love with these babies that God created for us.  We have never felt a love so strong.  It truly is the best feeling ever.  I am working on my birth story and will post it within the next few days.

Welcome to the world, Abby and George!  We love you SO much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


 First family picture

 First time I got to hold Abigail and George...Wednesday evening, June 5th

Hubs so in love with his son and daughter...my most favorite picture!

Abigail Elizabeth at 4 days old

George James at 5 days old


Sunday, June 2, 2013

34 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!




How far along? 34 weeks!!!!!!!    
Baby’s size? Will find out Tuesday at our appt.!  I can't wait!  My guess would be that they are about 4 pounds, 10 ounces each...we will see Tuesday. :)

Total Weight Gain: Not sure...will find out at my OB appt. on Thursday.  Oh lord, so scary to see the scale go up so high but will do anything for these babies!

Stretch marks? Still the same faint ones on my hips, nothing new from that so far...slathering myself in Palmer's cocoa butter!
Sleep:  Still have my good and bad nights and still waking up all the time to use the bathroom.  I feel like these posts are getting repetitive...
Best moment this week: Today.  Making it to 34 weeks.  Brings tears to my eyes.  

Miss Anything? Being more active!  But telling myself over and over again that I will miss these days of laziness and wish them back once life gets hectic, haha.  Really trying to enjoy the downtime and quietness now :)

Movement: Yes! 
Food cravings: None as of late.
Anything making you queasy or sick:  Nope!
Gender: Girl and Boy :)
Labor Signs: More noticeable Braxton Hicks contractions, but nothing crazy.

Symptoms: Swollen feet, oh so sexy canckles and horse sounding voice...that's about it.  I still don't have heart burn which I'm SHOCKED about.  I've always heard about heart burn being pregnant and I haven't had it yet.  Hopefully I'm not jinxing myself, but would thought if I'd get it I'd have it by now!

Belly Button in or out? It's pretty much out although I can't see it anymore.

Wedding rings on or off? Off
Happy or moody most of the time: Happy and emotionally happy.  Almost cried today in church but worked hard to hold back the tears.  It's just getting SO real.

Looking forward to: Our appt. w/Dr. Xmas on Tuesday.  Hopefully we will get a lot of answers to the questions we have such as any more thoughts of when he think I'll have the babies, when I'll get the cerclage out, etc.

Thank you God for getting us to this point.  This has been my goal all along and I can not believe we are here.  However, now that we are here, I would LOVE to make it to 35 or 36 weeks.  After that, I think I'll be pretty much done :)  Really savoring up these last few days with the babies in my belly and time with hubs. I go through moments about being really scared how life is going to change so much, yet I know it will be a very welcomed chapter into our lives.  The minister today at church talked about welcoming change into our lives and how we need to embrace these moments...so true...embrace them, we will.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

C-Section date...or is it?

As of now and of course unless I go before this date (which is entirely possible) our c-section is scheduled for Friday, June 28th at 12:00 pm.  I will almost be 38 weeks pregnant at this time.  HOLY.CRAPOLA.  Almost 38 weeks pregnant with twins....this is insane.  I have NO freakin idea why they want to try and have me make it this late, but again, I highly doubt I'll last that long.  Plus, I can not imagine how flippin uncomfortable I will be at 38 weeks.  But then again, *if* I do go that far, then that is awesome.  This date is not yet confirmed though as I am in the process of trying to move it up a few days.  My insurance ends on June 30th and then I will be on the hubs insurance and I would like to be solely on my insurance for the hospital stay...making June 28th a bit too tight, esp. for a c-section.  I have put two calls into my OB's nurse and still haven't heard anything back...ugh.  I have an OB appt. next week, but it's not with my OB b/c she was booked next week....another, ugh.  But hopefully this all will be resolved next week and we will have more of a firm date.

Other than that, all is well.  My feet have turned into sausages...they are disgustingly swollen and feel hot and gross.  The other night I was having cramps and hubs and I kind of had an "oh crap, it's coming" moment...but that didn't last long and I was fine.

Today is June 1st, I can't believe it.  The month that these babies will be born.  Our "million dollar" babies as I like to call them.  Phew, we have been through SO much already with them...I can not wait to hold them and kiss them all over.  When we had our scary time in the hospital I just told myself we needed to get to June...even if it was June 1st, I'd take it.  I can't believe we are here.  I really can't.  Thank you God for having something go right in our pregnancy and for keeping these babies cooking until June!  Any day from now it is go time...we are in for the ride of our lives very soon...

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

33 week pictures

Ugh, just wrote a post and it got erased....hate when that happens!  Anyways, I am so lucky to have a good friend that dabbles with photography on the side.  She is so talented (and free!) and it's fun to have her take some pregnancy pictures for us.  Here are some of my favorites...




Yesterday we had our 33 week appt. which we thought would be with Dr. Xmas, but it was with a different doctor.  Hubs and I thought it was a weird appt. all around.  Our ultrasound technician was different and not the best, and then the dr. we saw was pretty much worthless...and super old.  I don't know, it was just not what we are used to.  I think schedules were off from the long weekend.  The ultrasound went well...babies look great.  I can't believe how big they are getting!  They are going to do their weights next week...I can't wait. :)  Then they put me on the stress test and that went pretty well.  Baby girl was being quiet which is unlike her, so the nurse had to put a buzzer to my belly to wake her up and eventually that did the trick.  I only had one big contraction during the 20 minute stress test, so that was good.  Then the dr. came in and really didn't have anything important to say.  But I guess that's b/c everything looks so good and after he looked at my charts he was happy to see us this far (as is everyone!).  When I got home yesterday I made sure to call to check that we are seeing Dr. Xmas next week for our 34 week appt.  We have been through everything with him and he knows us well and when we are down to the wire I want to continue seeing him.  So I'm glad next week we will be seeing Dr. Xmas. 

I just put a call into my OB to see if they have scheduled our c-section yet.  I know she is a SUPER busy woman and will call me when they have it, but call me anxious and excited, b/c I am!  And with this being a short week, I know this makes things even more crazy for her schedule, but thought I'd call and leave a message...figured it wouldn't hurt.  We should hear something by the end of the week.

I can't believe that we are heading into 34 weeks and JUNE...the month of baby girl and baby boy Hoffman's birth!  Super exciting!